entry on Sat morn. 25-9-04

Random sat morn thoughts while lying in bed.
I'm a goal oriented person. that's why I started having children at 20- they were on my list of things to do and all the right conditions seemed to be in place, I like to get things I have planned over and done with-why wait around ?
last week I caught myself thinking that l had to die sometime, why couldn't I just get on with it?
I need a new goal.