Sunday morning reflection
Feb. 4th, 2024 08:31 am The decision to take six weeks off work and spend my time on the couch has been pretty good.
I seem to have my "just do stuff" reflex back, it was a bit hard mentally to watch myself seeing stuff that needed doing and not be able to make myself do it.
I spent last weekend grandmothering at the beach and it seemed to work pretty well - active mornings at the beach or in the pool, followed by a 1hour nap with the 3 yr old and then another activity before heading to lie down on the bed by 8.30ish and sleep at 11. Most activities included getting there and then sitting down for a while.
This week I've tried to push that a bit more and I think Friday might have been too much - worrying about a work deadline, a short bike ride, 2 x 20min walk and then making dinner. Although writing it down it looks similar to my efforts on holiday, it feels like the walk was longer than I've done in a while.
Anyway, I had an awful day yesterday with a headache that wouldn't shift and I've been feeling overtired for a few days. I think I need to get back to the nap regime.
Anyway, my long covid symptoms seem to be mainly the waves of fatigue that go for 10min or so and then go away, the weird balance thing where my legs struggle to keep me walking in a straight line. The awful feeling just before I need to eat and then again a little while after. And the unusual ability to just sit on the couch or in bed for longer.
I also feel like I need a nap when I wake up, but I think that's normal for me and goes away if I just get moving. Because I'm spending so much time sitting and lying down, I never get moving and the feeling doesn't go away.
Anyway, I think I can manage this, although it would be nice to be back to riding my bike 60km per week and 2 pilates sessions, as well as full days of moving from one house task to another.
I seem to have my "just do stuff" reflex back, it was a bit hard mentally to watch myself seeing stuff that needed doing and not be able to make myself do it.
I spent last weekend grandmothering at the beach and it seemed to work pretty well - active mornings at the beach or in the pool, followed by a 1hour nap with the 3 yr old and then another activity before heading to lie down on the bed by 8.30ish and sleep at 11. Most activities included getting there and then sitting down for a while.
This week I've tried to push that a bit more and I think Friday might have been too much - worrying about a work deadline, a short bike ride, 2 x 20min walk and then making dinner. Although writing it down it looks similar to my efforts on holiday, it feels like the walk was longer than I've done in a while.
Anyway, I had an awful day yesterday with a headache that wouldn't shift and I've been feeling overtired for a few days. I think I need to get back to the nap regime.
Anyway, my long covid symptoms seem to be mainly the waves of fatigue that go for 10min or so and then go away, the weird balance thing where my legs struggle to keep me walking in a straight line. The awful feeling just before I need to eat and then again a little while after. And the unusual ability to just sit on the couch or in bed for longer.
I also feel like I need a nap when I wake up, but I think that's normal for me and goes away if I just get moving. Because I'm spending so much time sitting and lying down, I never get moving and the feeling doesn't go away.
Anyway, I think I can manage this, although it would be nice to be back to riding my bike 60km per week and 2 pilates sessions, as well as full days of moving from one house task to another.