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post from work
Jul. 8th, 2005 12:35 pmWell I feel better than I did on Wednesday night. I took the day off work yesterday and spent the day in bed and on the couch, reading. I was still feeling grumpy last night and this morning, but I seem to have gotten over the hump and life seems better now.
Chocolate has been a big part of my day since Tuesday. I have eaten significant amounts of it every day since then and it seems to be in answer to some craving. I wonder what's in it that I need at the moment?
My heartburn/tummy discomfort is back, so I'm back on regular Gaviscon after my 3-4 week break. Oh well, I don't mind it so much now. I'm supposed to have trouble with not enough space in my stomach from now until R arrives.
I think part of my depression, besides overtiredness, was being told that I should avoid any "uneven weight bearing in my pelvis". I have to avoid walking unnecessarily, and sit down to put on/take off my shoes, socks and pants because I can't stand on one foot. I hate that I can't just say, "screw you" when the tram is late and walk into town. I hate the thought that almost everything I want to do will have to be filtered through other people ("can you move that basket from this end of the house to the other?", and "yes, I am the organiser of a feast for 120 people this evening, but I'm just going to sit here all afternoon and watch other people do the work"
On the good news and not pregancy related front;
I am slowly corrupting our IT guy here at work. He bounded up to me an hour ago and said, in a very chirpy voice, "I LOVE Firefox." Hooray! now I'm more likely to get him to tweak the web server so that Firefox works fast enough to bother with here at work. I've also put Gimp onto the system. Hahaha, my plan is underway!
Chocolate has been a big part of my day since Tuesday. I have eaten significant amounts of it every day since then and it seems to be in answer to some craving. I wonder what's in it that I need at the moment?
My heartburn/tummy discomfort is back, so I'm back on regular Gaviscon after my 3-4 week break. Oh well, I don't mind it so much now. I'm supposed to have trouble with not enough space in my stomach from now until R arrives.
I think part of my depression, besides overtiredness, was being told that I should avoid any "uneven weight bearing in my pelvis". I have to avoid walking unnecessarily, and sit down to put on/take off my shoes, socks and pants because I can't stand on one foot. I hate that I can't just say, "screw you" when the tram is late and walk into town. I hate the thought that almost everything I want to do will have to be filtered through other people ("can you move that basket from this end of the house to the other?", and "yes, I am the organiser of a feast for 120 people this evening, but I'm just going to sit here all afternoon and watch other people do the work"
On the good news and not pregancy related front;
I am slowly corrupting our IT guy here at work. He bounded up to me an hour ago and said, in a very chirpy voice, "I LOVE Firefox." Hooray! now I'm more likely to get him to tweak the web server so that Firefox works fast enough to bother with here at work. I've also put Gimp onto the system. Hahaha, my plan is underway!
