Fluffy slippers stole my brain
Jul. 12th, 2005 09:51 amI have a list of things to do today, on my RDO. But I'm wandering the house, looking for distractions from facing up to the cleanup of my bedroom which is about 6 months overdue.
I walked into my bedroom and opened the curtains, but couldn't work out what to do next. So I went back into the warm family room.
While I sat in the warmth of the heater, I thought about the processes I need to use to restore order to the piles of clothes on the floor (some of which I can't fit into anymore, it's been so long since I tidied my room).
Then I dealt with the morning's heartburn and carefully restocked my handbag with Gaviscon. And sat down, again, in the warm family room.
I went to the toilet, sometimes that slows me down. I thought about the plumbing work I want to get done before R arrives. And I sat down in the warm family room again.
I looked again at my list of things I want to get done today. Cleaning my room is definitely the right thing to do now. I have appointments at 12.30 and 1.30 and the afternoon is the right time to "lie around and read" and "have an afternoon nap"
I could go and have that haircut I've been planning for 8 weeks, but any exertion this morning and I'll be stuffed and won't be able to clean my room. Like I really need to.
I'm a bit worried about cleaning my room. It will involve a lot of careful movement through the crap, to avoid "uneven weight bearing" on my pelvis. But cleaning it will mean less "uneven weight bearing" on my pelvis in the future, as I get dressed in the morning and move furniture around in preparation for R's arrival. It's the first part of nesting.
I stood in the middle of the family room, being warm and refusing to sit down for fear I'd never get up again. I looked down at my feet and solved my real problem. I'm wearing fluffy slippers and I haven't brushed my teeth. Aha! I have failed to tell my body to finish being the slothful lieabout and get on with things.
I'll get into runners and brush my teeth and then I'll be able to clean my room; after I write an LJ entry about the process. It's nice and warm at my computer, sitting in front of the heater... and someone might post in the meantime.
BTW has semagic been updated to let you do tags? That would be an ideal way to continue my avoidance.
I walked into my bedroom and opened the curtains, but couldn't work out what to do next. So I went back into the warm family room.
While I sat in the warmth of the heater, I thought about the processes I need to use to restore order to the piles of clothes on the floor (some of which I can't fit into anymore, it's been so long since I tidied my room).
Then I dealt with the morning's heartburn and carefully restocked my handbag with Gaviscon. And sat down, again, in the warm family room.
I went to the toilet, sometimes that slows me down. I thought about the plumbing work I want to get done before R arrives. And I sat down in the warm family room again.
I looked again at my list of things I want to get done today. Cleaning my room is definitely the right thing to do now. I have appointments at 12.30 and 1.30 and the afternoon is the right time to "lie around and read" and "have an afternoon nap"
I could go and have that haircut I've been planning for 8 weeks, but any exertion this morning and I'll be stuffed and won't be able to clean my room. Like I really need to.
I'm a bit worried about cleaning my room. It will involve a lot of careful movement through the crap, to avoid "uneven weight bearing" on my pelvis. But cleaning it will mean less "uneven weight bearing" on my pelvis in the future, as I get dressed in the morning and move furniture around in preparation for R's arrival. It's the first part of nesting.
I stood in the middle of the family room, being warm and refusing to sit down for fear I'd never get up again. I looked down at my feet and solved my real problem. I'm wearing fluffy slippers and I haven't brushed my teeth. Aha! I have failed to tell my body to finish being the slothful lieabout and get on with things.
I'll get into runners and brush my teeth and then I'll be able to clean my room; after I write an LJ entry about the process. It's nice and warm at my computer, sitting in front of the heater... and someone might post in the meantime.
BTW has semagic been updated to let you do tags? That would be an ideal way to continue my avoidance.