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mrsbrownI heard a conversation of concern today. A Supervisor was describing a new project and ob served that N could do it, as he is twiddling his thumbs. I am twiddling my thumbs too. and I have more experience than N. It was as if I didn't exist.
I might be paranoid, but I feel as though I am being ignored. That they are overlooking my abilities and skills.
I feel like I am not worrying about my job enough - that I am so concerned to maintain my family duties that I am jeopardising work. I want to be good at what I do and I haven't really learnt or developed in the last 6 months.
I'm obviously going in circles here, but the bottom line is this: I haven't got enoughto do, my brain is atrophying, and I am angsting about family to fill in. This makes it worse as I appear to not care about work and they give me less to do.
I might be paranoid, but I feel as though I am being ignored. That they are overlooking my abilities and skills.
I feel like I am not worrying about my job enough - that I am so concerned to maintain my family duties that I am jeopardising work. I want to be good at what I do and I haven't really learnt or developed in the last 6 months.
I'm obviously going in circles here, but the bottom line is this: I haven't got enoughto do, my brain is atrophying, and I am angsting about family to fill in. This makes it worse as I appear to not care about work and they give me less to do.
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Date: 2004-07-20 07:31 pm (UTC)Methinks you need to make it a personal/professional challenge to umm...win... in this particular workplace. Because I suspect it is either win or lose.