I feel so juvenile, calling in sick to work just because I can't be fucked.
I managed to get through most of my morning routine, and halfway up the east melbourne hill, when my momentum ran out. My bicycle rolled to a stop,and I forced myself to walk the bike to the park and sat there, just sat there for about 20min. That was when I got the energy together to get back over the top of the hill and roll home.
These mental health days are not in the program for a modern career woman and I feel like I'm indulging my depression when I take them, but I sort of feel like I can't do anything else.
I'm off to spend the day not taling to anyone, and reading as much as I want. It's days like today that I should keep the next POB in the house for.
I managed to get through most of my morning routine, and halfway up the east melbourne hill, when my momentum ran out. My bicycle rolled to a stop,and I forced myself to walk the bike to the park and sat there, just sat there for about 20min. That was when I got the energy together to get back over the top of the hill and roll home.
These mental health days are not in the program for a modern career woman and I feel like I'm indulging my depression when I take them, but I sort of feel like I can't do anything else.
I'm off to spend the day not taling to anyone, and reading as much as I want. It's days like today that I should keep the next POB in the house for.
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Date: 2004-11-25 02:07 am (UTC)I originally grossly misinterpreted this... he he he... I thought you were having a hissy fit because of a lack of opportunity... I figured it out on the second read through... ;-)
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Date: 2004-11-25 05:09 am (UTC)Shame shame shame on that boy.
Where are his role models at a time like this?
*smiles- to show no harm intended*
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Date: 2004-11-25 07:31 am (UTC)Must be something in the water. Both yesterday and today I lay in bed for an hour, fully awake, desperately trying to find the motivation to get up and get going. Eventually the thought of how much worse the next day would be if I didn't get into work did it for me. But, as I told Mr B, I've just completely run out of steam and given up now. My body's got in on the act and is aching psychosomatically at me, to make me go lie down. Which I'm going to do very shortly.
So, sympathy. I hope the Turk's Head sausages are yummy, and I'll see you tomorrow night.
Not the water, but...
Date: 2004-11-25 11:25 am (UTC)Then again, it could just be the weather, or not enough sleep, or not enough 'doing nothing' time, or the fact that I've been crawling/forcing myself to work for the past week or, whatever.
Re: Not the water, but...
Date: 2004-11-25 12:18 pm (UTC)Mines due in about an hour, if you believe all that 28 day cycle crap.
Expecting it any time in the next 10 days. Cranky. Yep.
We're in sync.
movies?
Date: 2004-11-25 11:31 am (UTC)i can't palm them off! everyone i know, including myself, is working or uninterested or busy.
would your crew be interested?
Re: movies?
Date: 2004-11-25 08:26 pm (UTC)How do I get them?