sick!

At home again today.  Doctor's appointment this afternoon.

Very exciting waves of feeling completely crap - I think I have a bacterial infection and the waves are the bacteria washing through my bloodstream from whereever they're hanging out.  That's probably my sinus, or maybe my eustacian tubes, because I frequently can't hear and my head hurts.

Now; do I watch The Tudors (I'm glad Rose is at childcare) or organise my finances including my life insurance?  

Life changing event

I was pottering around in the kitchen and MrPeacock, MsNotaGoth and Sneetch were watching TV.  They were much younger then and we all lived in a different, open plan house with the kitchen and loungeroom in the same space.

A song came on and I was transfixed.  It got better when one of my favourite singing groups came on.  I laughed and clapped and sang along.  

I've spent years watching Sesame Street trying to capture the experience.  I've also spent those years trying to tell others of my joy and failing because my singing was never as good as in my head.

Today I found it.  Tell me it's awesome.