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I'm blaming last night's depression on the cold I seem to have picked up.  I'm up early due to an inability to breath. Oh, and also stress.

Last night, despite my body/brain screaming at me to just sit on the couch, I attempted to make a wine syrup for Hippocras.  On reflecting, Pleyn Delit clearly told me not to cook the spices in the wine, but I did it anyway.

They're right.  When you cook the spices "a peculiar viscosity results".  This morning I think I can face throwing out the wine sugar and spice mess.
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We need a new dishwasher.  The old one doesn't heat water anymore and, while our kitchen is currently tidy enough, it won't last without a new one.

Luckily we have a Choice subscription and have the finances to pretty quickly sort something out.  Also, in this case Choice and the energy rating website basically agree.  Of course, I'm yet to walk into a shop, which is when these plans have come unstuck in the past, as shops rearely have the Choice recommended item, but they have good reasons you should buy the thing that's there.  Most of all just because its there.

The TV sitch is not so straightforward, although reading this you will possibly think it is.

The TV we currently have is a 55cm CRT.  Rose uses it most often, to watch TV during the day and play videos.  Until the DVD player broke, she watched DVD's too.

The rest of us seem to mostly use our laptops or computers.  MsNotaGoth watches movies, either on DVD or stuff she's downloaded.  Mr-bassman and I watch youtube and iview.  Sneetch watches downloads or youtube or iview on his computer screen, 17inch, I think.

Sometimes, we watch stuff together and we all huddle on the couch, laptop on the coffee table and computer speakers plugged in.

This needs to change, but I don't like to throw out a perfectly functional piece of equipment.  Particularly when I know that thousands of similar functional pieces of equipment are being thrown out all the time and I despise the consumerist world we live in that's raping the planet, just to have something that shows bigger explosions or faster sport.

I've spent several pleasant evenings playing with S-video to RCA connectors, trying to persuade my laptop or the desktop computer we have under the TV to play nice and show me a decent image on the TV.  I've bought new connectors, installed new video cards and new pieces of software and now I've reached the end of my interest in attempting to solve my problem that way.

I started the new phase of problem solving on Boxing Day this year, when I first decided that things had to change and that I could spend up to $500 making it happen.   I boldly looked up the JB website to work out what I could afford.  And the questions started;

How big is the space I have available?
Why don't they advertise the energy rating of these tv's?
Why don't the serial no's on the advertised tv's match the serial no's on the energy rating website?
What's LED?
What connectors do I need and what can I afford?
Can I attach one of these tv's to my laptop when I don't have an HDMI connector?
What about the computer we've talked about setting up as a media server, it's pretty old, can I connect that?
Maybe we should look at other options for a media server?
Should I spend more money and get something bigger than the tv we have now?
Can I resist the urgings of my children and spend less, rather than more?
If I ignore my children will I regret it?
The DVD player just died, should I buy a bluray, will a new telly work with bluray?

What I really hate is that I feell that spending money on this problem is admitting that TV is an important thing in my life.  The amount I spend and the size of the device will advertise where they fit on the scale of stuff in my life.  And really, I watch TV for about 5-6 hours a week.  I'm likely to use this thing for about 2 hours a week, 'cos when I'm watching by myself or with mr-bassman, we use my laptop.  I should definately spend less on this than on a dishwasher.

Also, this illness I have is weird.  I started with a sore throat on Monday.  I've felt crap every morning, but normal during the day and then yesterday I conked it at 6pm.  Today I avoided exerting myself this morning but got really tired at 4pm, came home from work and slept for 2 hours.  I'm really tired again, but I don't feel like I have a particularly bad cold.  Only a minor sniffle.  There must be something happening though, I've seen green snot twice.  I hope I make it through the day tomorrow.



Minutae

Nov. 6th, 2009 08:25 am
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I woke at 6am with an awful sore throat, able only to whisper.  I read my bits of the internet and then felt awful enough to want to attempt sleep again.  It failed so I made breakfast and sat up, trying to work out if work is an option today.

I'm currently in bed, reading my bits of the internet again and will then see if my brain is up for working in bed.  I have a fee proposal and technical paper to complete today/this weekend - I can't really afford to be sick.  Also, I have no sick or annual leave left.

I feel reluctant to expend energy on travelling to work, but I know I'll get more done if I were magically there.  OTOH, I won't be able to moan or flop horizontally if I'm at work.

At least I can talk now.
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We're at the depressing stage of the process - all this stuff we agree that we don't want but even more stuff we have agreed to keep but don't have anywhere obvious to put it.


This is the computer collection that came out of the study.  Despite deciding to get rid of about half of it, there still seems to be a neat 2 cubic metre stack of technology in my family room that we'll have to find space for.  Unless I can persuade mr-bassman to get rid of more.  I have hopes.

Every computer that was thrown out had to be opened and checked for "useful" ram, network cards and/or video cards - like this:



And here is a picture of Rose's spots - they're larger and redder on her face, but none of those photos worked.


Just so you know - this is Rose's favourite t-shirt.  However gifts with this theme will not make you popular with her parents.

sick!

Jul. 13th, 2009 09:51 am
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At home again today.  Doctor's appointment this afternoon.

Very exciting waves of feeling completely crap - I think I have a bacterial infection and the waves are the bacteria washing through my bloodstream from whereever they're hanging out.  That's probably my sinus, or maybe my eustacian tubes, because I frequently can't hear and my head hurts.

Now; do I watch The Tudors (I'm glad Rose is at childcare) or organise my finances including my life insurance?  
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I'm sick, I'm home alone and I'm spamming you all with tales of my exploits.

I started thinking about how I play:

I make stuff
I experiment with cooking
I design stuff
I research stuff
I read books
I hang out with friends
I get other people to do outlandish things
I think about composting toilets
I write inane LJ posts
I read the internet

And I also thought about the "integrating play with the essentials of my life" thing.

So instead of, cleaning my room, getting dressed, going to the bank and buying bread, I made currant buns. (Grammarians welcome!)

I'll have lunch at about 3ish and eat cashews and pears in the meanwhile.

Edit:  Also, does this sound like bullshit to you?

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Play - it's done for it's own sake, leads one to the next stage of mastery, appears purposeless, and includes a feeling of timelessnessness (outside of time)

I'm so glad reading counts.


I'm listening to this podcast about play.  there's also this fabbo slideshow and this description of the different types of play

I'd love to play with these rings, but I think my huge hips (and consequential low centre of gravity) will mean that I won't be able to enjoy them like these people can.  I wonder what similar thing I could play with?  I should go climbing more often.

I'm constantly thinking of all the SCA play I do/have done :)  What's next?

Other notes:
Rough and tumble play reduces violence in later life - it helps develops empathy and trust.  In a study of murderers NONE had engaged in rough and tumble play.

Play prepares for an evolving planet

Without play there is no irony

The difference between competition (good) and contest (bad). 

Keeping their bodies safe and endangering their souls


I got here via http://www.magpie-girl.com/ who's written lots of stuff that strikes a chord for me:

Identify the essentials and just/only do them
Write a list of the things you have done
Setting limits on your "stuff to do" list

Of course, none of this is getting my bedroom cleaned up (essential if I'm to get dressed today, or tomorrow, or next week before work), or getting me into work to pick up the stuff I want/need to do this weekend.  but I have to get dressed first, dear Henry.

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breathing

hearing

buying bread...going to the bank to get money to buy bread

cleaning up the bedroom so I can find clothes to get dressed in to go to the bank to get money to buy bread

While I'm out I should buy asthma preventer, and see someone about the fact I can't hear

I'm glad there's tea and milk at home

but breathing would be nice.
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When we were sick, Before Midwinter (BMW), chestnut_nag and weaver_of_duart, gave us a care package.

It included lemons, garlic, ginger, soup and elderberry syrup.

I finally got around to working out what the elderberry syrup was for, and I'm off to try some.

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I woke up with a headache, and I collapse with delight back onto the couch whenever I get up and wander the house.  I'm probably just overtired and stressed and my body is making me take it easy, but Sneetch did have the 'flu on the weekend.

I've also just read about pressure cookers.

I want one.

Just saying...

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Thanks to Sneetch, I feel a bit like crap.  The panadol will kick in anytime now and I'll feel up to doing stuff.

What stuff?

This stuff:

go buy the last of the fabric we need for the Midwinter banner project.
finish up the plaster prototypes for casting
Midwinter admin
piggy back on mr-bassman's forging plan and melt some pewter for a casting trial

I'll also have a nap, go to dinner with their imminances and be part of the actual construction of banners this evening.

In my copious spare time, I'll be a part of Rose's kindergarten visit, write the post about being the parent of a 21 year old I've been planning, get MsNotaGoth to go to school and recover from this nasty disease.
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I regularly worry that I have cancer.

And watching sbs tonight I now know why.

I'm a hyperchondriac.

So, should I go and collect the results of my recent ovarian cancer scan, or my blood cholesterol test?

I should probably also go and get the lump on my eyebrow checked out. It's now big enough to see when I look in the mirror, and wasn't when I first found it about 18 months ago.
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Actually I'm much better today.

After I posted, my nose and lungs miraculously cleared and I had my first good nights sleep since Thursday.

I did go to the doctor and she looked at me seriously and told me that I will stay home for at least three days and rest. So I am.

I'm not sure if that means I can't go to Kensington tomorrow or not, although [livejournal.com profile] mr_bassman seems to be coming down with something, so I may stay home on the theory that at half a person each we make a whole person who can look after Rose. Or maybe by then I'll be 3/4 of a person but mr-bassman will be 1/4 of a person, so I'll just have to cope.

Actually the doctor also looked at me seriously and said that if I wasn't well on Thursday I should ring her and she would give me a certificate for another two days. Gee, I must really be sick!

Anyway, I'm well enough to shower, change Rose (although I haven't for 3 days, I'm not sure I remember how), and mother Sneetch from my couch while supervising Rose.

My plan for the next few days is to sit on the couch, watch dumb television, knit socks for Rose, drink an enormous amount of water and sleep occasionally. I'm also going to re-read the latest Harry Potter. Any other suggestions?

Also, is it bad that as I walked home from the doctor's, I thought, "Hey, I could make that outfit I wanted for Rowany 25 while I'm home"
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I still have a fever and I just rang Nurse on Call to check out how worried I should be about the chest pain when I cough and the continual pain between my shoulderblades.

I'm off to the doctor in the morning and taking anti-inflammatories for the pain and fever.

Since then I also took a look at the government health website and I think I have either pneumonia or pluerisy and pluerisy is more likely. I love internet health diagnoses. :)

On the good side, I'm not blue around the lips and I'm possible feeling marginally better now the nurofen's kicked in, but the sweaty face is a bit weird.

I guess I won't be at work for a few days.

Goodnight.
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I shivered in bed last night until I wore [livejournal.com profile] mr_bassman's woollen beany. I had to overheat my knees before my feet would warm up enough to let me sleep.

I took panadol on waking and ibuprofen 2 hours later. Panadol 4 hourly after that and I'm thinking about ibuprofen before bed.

I don't have a hanky anymore, I have two wet rags.

I've finished an (admittedly close to empty) canister of ventolin.

My major achievement for the day was ten minutes on Autocad and an email to the Barony.

I read three books on timber framed housing, 'cos that's what I could do while lying on the couch.

I'm also completely over being horizontal, but my body will make me again soon.

I'm sick and I don't think I'll be going out tomorrow.

Bleurgh.
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I first noticed the sore throat yesterday morning. It went away during the day and came back late last night.

During the night, I noticed how pleasantly cool the pillow was and my throat hurt some more.

This morning, my throat hurts a bit and my limbs are floppy. I'm dithering about going to work or not.

I'm aware that if I stay home I can do some of the sewing I need to do, AND flop on the couch at regular intervals. But that's bad, because I'm not just being motivated by feeling crap, so I don't know if my self-discipline is being pure.

OTOH I've also realised, over the years, that the days I DO have the self discipline to get myself to work, despite having other(non-work) deadlines/priorities, are the days that I feel so much better than I do today.

I think I'm staying home.
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