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mrsbrown2. Realize that you're paid to do what you're doing, not to turn it into an optional emotional tirade.
I like this suggestion - it has resonance.
In other news, perhaps related, I had the weirdest dream this morning.
1. in shower with co worker, sqeeze pimple on thigh and pus spurts everywhere, so much pus that when I'm finished I have a hole in my thigh 7cm diameter and 20cm thick (no my thighs aren't that thick, but that's how deep the hole looked, complete with grains of rice from dinner last night)
2. I go to work despite hole on thigh large enough to cause serious blood loss, because I have a project to get finished today. When I arrive the fog obscures the view, but I can just see the adjacent building. A helicopter comes into view, too close to other building. The wind blows helicopter into corner of building causing it to crumple. Despite getting away from building once, the wind again blows the helicopter in to the building and the helicopter crashes into the courtyard between our buildings. (It was weird when I really walking into my office this morning and saw fog out of the windows. I probably told too many people about this bit of my dream)
3. I finally admit that working while suffering the effects of blood loss is silly and call an ambulance. They arrive and strap me to a board and take me away.
4. Disjointed bit where I realise I have to sort out childcare at home and I escape from the ambulance while parked at the hospital. This involves climbing through round, children's playground, scaffoldy steelwork and walking past my workplace where someone is collecting helicopter debris, and it is raining and people are arriving in evening dress to get on a bus. All of this includes limping, with difficulty and in great pain.
5. I arrive home to James who I want to accompany me to hospital but he can't because he's looking after the child of my co worker (the one I had the shower with). We finally persuade G to take the (blond girl) child with him to school. (He won't take her until we have helped him to find his complete set of medieval dressups, including the grey knitted-with-wool chainmail shawl and painted wooden sword)
6. The ambulance arrives to take me to hospital with James. It is the same set of paramedics. It is dreadfully embarrassing.
The bold bits are the really vivid pictures from the dream, although the... storyline is very vivid too.
It's probably very related to the funk I've been in about the project I've been working on. I got it done today though, with a minimum of fuss.
I like this suggestion - it has resonance.
In other news, perhaps related, I had the weirdest dream this morning.
1. in shower with co worker, sqeeze pimple on thigh and pus spurts everywhere, so much pus that when I'm finished I have a hole in my thigh 7cm diameter and 20cm thick (no my thighs aren't that thick, but that's how deep the hole looked, complete with grains of rice from dinner last night)
2. I go to work despite hole on thigh large enough to cause serious blood loss, because I have a project to get finished today. When I arrive the fog obscures the view, but I can just see the adjacent building. A helicopter comes into view, too close to other building. The wind blows helicopter into corner of building causing it to crumple. Despite getting away from building once, the wind again blows the helicopter in to the building and the helicopter crashes into the courtyard between our buildings. (It was weird when I really walking into my office this morning and saw fog out of the windows. I probably told too many people about this bit of my dream)
3. I finally admit that working while suffering the effects of blood loss is silly and call an ambulance. They arrive and strap me to a board and take me away.
4. Disjointed bit where I realise I have to sort out childcare at home and I escape from the ambulance while parked at the hospital. This involves climbing through round, children's playground, scaffoldy steelwork and walking past my workplace where someone is collecting helicopter debris, and it is raining and people are arriving in evening dress to get on a bus. All of this includes limping, with difficulty and in great pain.
5. I arrive home to James who I want to accompany me to hospital but he can't because he's looking after the child of my co worker (the one I had the shower with). We finally persuade G to take the (blond girl) child with him to school. (He won't take her until we have helped him to find his complete set of medieval dressups, including the grey knitted-with-wool chainmail shawl and painted wooden sword)
6. The ambulance arrives to take me to hospital with James. It is the same set of paramedics. It is dreadfully embarrassing.
The bold bits are the really vivid pictures from the dream, although the... storyline is very vivid too.
It's probably very related to the funk I've been in about the project I've been working on. I got it done today though, with a minimum of fuss.
Right!
Date: 2004-04-28 03:50 am (UTC)Re: Right!
Date: 2004-04-28 04:07 am (UTC)Oh.
Some suggested interpretations.
Date: 2004-04-28 04:17 am (UTC)Stuff that's happening outside work is making work harder.
evening dress and you being sick:
You feel like you're falling apart when everyone else is not.
just thoughts.
Re: Some suggested interpretations.
Date: 2004-04-28 05:11 am (UTC)Words like shower: Release down the drain. You want to get rid of some feelings.
Words like thigh: Associated with power of movement. You should watch out for malicious gossip and it also shows that your behavior is being irrational.
Words like hole: Escape. Search. Denial. Looking for an answer or hidden from it.
Words like blood: Essence. Life energy. Unfortunate love affairs. Severe disappointment.
Words like wind: Sensory overload. Stimulation. You are feeling overwhelmed and tired.
Words like corner: No escape. Hidden Unavoidable. Beware of choices. Loneliness and trouble.
Words like walking: Freedom. Movement. Ask yourself where do you want to go.
Words like office: Professional duties. Workplace. Working with or on something important for yourself. Prosperity.
Words like windows: Opening. Opportunity. Feelings of being watched.Need for privacy.
Words like blood: Essence. Life energy. Unfortunate love affairs. Severe disappointment.
Words like ambulance: Financial troubles .Rescues. Recover from an illness.
Words like home: Center of being. Spiritual self. Shelter. Basic need fulfilled. Happiness within the family.
Words like hospital: Healing. Confinement. Divine hopes. Ready to heal.
Words like climbing: Aspiration. Growth with effort. Achievement. Unexpected difficulties.
Words like childrens: Innocence. The new self seeking to develop. Part of self nature is childlike.
Words like blond: Glamour. Artifice. Frivolity.
Words like girl: Learning to be receptive. Happiness and tranquility.
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PUS Negative feelings; possible malfunction physically; stagnation or lifelessness in area in which pus is seen. Pus in mouth would symbolise inadequacy or degeneration of ways of communicating with others. Feelings of repulsion.
ESCAPE If you escaped in the dream, then you know of some way to emerge from the restrictions of fears, attitudes, ignorance or beliefs, that have been holding you in some way. There is a negative aspect of this however, as sometimes we escape from something to run from difficulties or avoid growing.
I couldn't find interpretations of helicopter or pus
Re: Some suggested interpretations.
Date: 2004-04-28 05:44 pm (UTC)Re: Some suggested interpretations.
Date: 2004-04-29 01:04 am (UTC)Pus spurting -If I work out whats wrong with me physically, I'm worried that it will be really bad. Also, it's probably something minor?
Limping around with damaged leg - I'm not operating at full capability.
Helicopter crashing - Awful stuff is happening that I have no control over.
Evening dress- Everyone is better dressed than I am
Child/G sequence - home is very important, got to look after the set of children I already have before I can look after new ones.
Re: Some suggested interpretations.
Date: 2004-04-29 01:22 am (UTC)*momentarily deafened by sounds of pennies dropping*
>Typical really, I always seem to go through a period of having a crush on people who I begin to think of as my friends -
heheheh
hehheh.
*ahem*
sorry, didn't realise it was that kind of a shower - you were bit vague on the atmosphere.
>Evening dress- Everyone is better dressed than I am
I'm not!!! Wanna go shopping? Tell me what to wear, because I have no idea.
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Date: 2004-04-28 04:55 am (UTC)Hooray!!!
Reckon you'll be well enough by Friday to do something celebratory?
Also, I am in awe of your ability to remember your weird dreams.
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Date: 2004-04-28 05:14 am (UTC)Also,I'm in awe of my ability to remember this weird dream - that's why I wrote it down.
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Date: 2004-04-28 02:53 pm (UTC)So, got any ideas about when you'd like to celebrate?
couple of times
Date: 2004-04-28 03:04 pm (UTC)Why not dinner here tonight and/or the folk club on Friday?
More today by email, but not this morning - I'm off to learn about green leasing agreements.
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Date: 2004-04-28 06:35 am (UTC)I don't do dream interpretation. When I look mine up they never make sense.